Rambling on

Happy Saturday. I am feeling good today. Yesterday was an emotional day again...but today I'm feeling good and I'm going to focus on that. B and I went for coffee with B's mom this morning. It was fun. Than B's mom and I went for a good hearty walk. I really enjoyed it. I really liked that I was able to take my jacket off and not feel cold. It's beautiful outside!

Last night was a rough one for sleep. I've slept 24 hours in the last 48. I don't know why I'm so tired but I am. (And no, I'm not pregnant). And last night I woke up several times because, a)getting punched in the nose -(not on purpose) and b) nightmares and weird dreams. One of the nightmares was very scary and I think it's cause I watched an episode of criminal minds right before bed. Then I had another nightmare that when I went to the doctor to get the results from a very painful test I took, she came in the room and asked me if I was ready to do it again. I woke up almost crying at that point. So I guess those are the things that are on my mind. Crazy and scary.

But other than that this week was a good one. I was sooo happy to go back to work. (I had been off work for a week due to some health issues). It was a great week. It ended on a great note. I am looking forward to next week. I like structure and schedule. It's a good feeling.

Today I am celebrating life in general. Not new life. Just life. I love my hubby and I am really enjoying our new house. I am loving the yard that we have to take care of. And all the possibilities that come with it. I am really excited for the blooms to start revealing themselves. Last fall I planted 72 bulbs and I think it's going to make our front yard pretty. (It's seriously so ugly right now). I am excited for spring to come so I can do some more planting. But I'm too scared to do it yet because there might be another snowfall or two and I don't want to be too eager to get it going, only to have to do it again. I think I am going to do a little outside work today though, because it's soooo nice outside today.

I'm also feeling inspired to go outside and take some pictures. I just have to find something worthy of taking pictures of. I think I see one thing I want to take a picture of...but that's only like 5 pictures worth. Maybe once I get started it will come easily to what else I can capture. I do know I have two rose bushes to cut down. I guess I should get started on that.

Until next time.

Rambling on.....

Michelle