I am also aware that today can bring sadness and pain to some. For some it's a stinging reminder of losing their Mom. It may also be a crippling reminder of not yet being a mother. 3 years ago I knew this first hand. I was in my 3rd round of failed infertility treatment. I had just had a misscarriage in February and I could barely bring myself out of bed on Mother's Day. I just didn't feel I had it in me to face the day. (The hormones that they pump into you also make you feel a little crazy in the head and you almost feel out of control of your own emotions). I remember that day having to leave the service at church because I was just so upset. So on this day I want to be super sensitive to those who are struggling with the not so joyous parts of Mother's day. If that's you, I send you a virtual hug and if you even need an ear to listen please don't hesitate to call, or ask.
Happy news on this Mother's Day. 2 of my friends who have been struggling with infertility for several years (One for 5 years and the other for 9 years - those are years people not months!!) have announced that they are pregnant!!! I am over the moon excited for them.
Today I also reflect on my own kiddo. Kiwi is such a blessing in life, no words can describe it, how thankful I am to get to be his Mommy. Being a parent has its struggles at times, but it is far outweighed by the joy it brings to watch the world through a little person's eyes. I love being a momma and every bit of hardship along the way, every sacrifice, every tear (and there were a lot!) was worth it.
A picture of Kiwi and Sprout.
I may be biased but this little man captures my heart with his genuine, caring nature and smile.
(I love this picture of sprout, he/she is upside down with their hands up by their head - Wee!)
