Mother's Day

Mother's day is a day to reflect and be thankful for all the mama's in our lives.  I have one very special Mom as well as a great Mother in law. I am very very thankful for their loving, kind and supportive natures.  I am also thankful for the other ladies in my life that have taken on the nurturing roll as a role model in my life representing that as a Mom to turn to for support when my own Mom might not have been readily accessible. (My best friends' Mom, my young adult pastor, even one of my managers at a restuarant I worked at).  

I am also aware that today can bring sadness and pain to some.  For some it's a stinging reminder of losing their Mom. It may also be a crippling reminder of not yet being a mother.  3 years ago I knew this first hand.  I was in my 3rd round of failed infertility treatment. I had just had a misscarriage in February and I could barely bring myself out of bed on Mother's Day.  I just didn't feel I had it in me to face the day.  (The hormones that they pump into you also make you feel a little crazy in the head and you almost feel out of control of your own emotions).  I remember that day having to leave the service at church because I was just so upset. So on this day I want to be super sensitive to those who are struggling with the not so joyous parts of Mother's day.  If that's you, I send you a virtual hug and if you even need an ear to listen please don't hesitate to call, or ask.  

Happy news on this Mother's Day.  2 of my friends who have been struggling with infertility for several years (One for 5 years and the other for 9 years - those are years people not months!!)  have announced that they are pregnant!!! I am over the moon excited for them.

Today I also reflect on my own kiddo.  Kiwi is such a blessing in life, no words can describe it, how thankful I am to get to be his Mommy.  Being a parent has its struggles at times, but it is far outweighed by the joy it brings to watch the world through a little person's eyes.  I love being a momma and every bit of hardship along the way, every sacrifice, every tear (and there were a lot!) was worth it. 

A picture of Kiwi and Sprout.  

I may be biased but this little man captures my heart with his genuine, caring nature and smile.

(I love this picture of sprout, he/she is upside down with their hands up by their head - Wee!)

A very Happy Mother's Day to all the ladies in my life.  I hope today is able to bring you happiness as you reflect and celebrate your Mom.