Tea anyone

So here I sit, post specialist appointment. I am feeling more optimistic of the future. I have to go for another test yet to find out a little more but that won't be until next month (hopefully). I had given up hope for a while there, living in a dark hole of emotions. And then I went through a stage of "I don't care" and now I'm back on a "Everyone has their own journey and this is mine" type of outlook. I've had this outlook for about two weeks now and I have to say it's a lot more fun than the dark hole mode. I understand that I am being very vague in my discussion right now and you may not know exactly what I'm talking about. There is a reason for my vagueness. B and I had talked about how much we would share on my blog since it's not a secure site. I want to share more depth in my journey and be an open book, for simply the reason of sharing so if anyone else is going through the same thing they will find they are not alone. In the ups and most of all the downs. It's really an emotional roller coaster and it's no fun at all. But trying to find yourself within it all is the biggest struggle of all. So once I've talked to B about it some more it will determine how much I share. I don't have a problem talking about it in person. No need to walk on eggshells about it. It's not taboo in my mind.

On a much lighter note...B bought me a new tea set this weekend. I wasn't expecting it and it's so darling! I absolutely love it. It makes me want to have a tea party. I've had about 10 cups of tea from it already and my bladder thanks me, I'm sure. It's so wonderful. But that wasn't all...we also got this great loose leaf tea called, "Creamy Nut Loolong" So amazing! It has such a calming affect and is just perfect for a snowy day curled up under a blanket, just like today. Here a is a picture of it.

Yesterday B and I went to his parents house for dinner. His brother, our sister and our cute little nephew were all there too! Such a great visit and so many cuddles. I love our nephews little smile...he's so sweet he has the most adorable dimples! B's mom made an amazing meal and I've gotta get the recipe for the ribs she made because they were so scrumptious!